An Observers tale

This happens ever so often. It finally dawned on me today what a glorious position I am in. Here I am in a job where I have no worries. That is I don't have to try and pay rent get groceries and do anything to take care of my survival. It is all taken care of for me so that I can work for the island. Were I am the massage therapist and guests services. I am here to make sure the guests have a good time and are comfertable. That there needs may be meet to the best of our abilities. That they get pampered. I know I could do this more but I'm trying to make sure that people get the space they need. I could completely cator to them.
I still don't feel comfretable to start conversations but I was given some pointrs the other day so that may help things.
It is always good to look at your future. Hmmm. interesteing. I shall have to look at the different possibilites and see what is happening. Time for lunch.

Okay so hree I am in my second season at Guana. And I'm not in the full swing of things just yet. I need to get out there more and try and be the life of the aprty a bit more. Then I can get talking and get to know people. Right now I'm being anti social because I am shy and have to get my confidence. Heck all the others that work here are finding their confidence in the bottle. I'm trying to do without that but that may be a strting point. As long as I know that it is coming from me and not the bottle then after I have the confidence I may be able to move on from there. One thing I relize is that last season I put too much wieght onto everything. You can't start a conversation with the good stuff you work into that. You have to talk about the unimportant things. The run of the mill boring things and then wfter a while things progeress. You will get there Erin have not fear of that.
Well I think I may have missed my chance tonight. Well maybe maybe not. If I dont go tonight then ...
I wonder how Hampton does it?