Sunday, April 11, 2004
I am well awair that credibility is deminished by the structure of sentances, paragraphs and spelling errors but I am not looking for veiwers. My soul purpous of writing here is to but my thoughts out into the world instead of selfishly caging them in my mind where no one has access to them but myself.
Although I must admit my life has been demenstrating to me that that is not fully true. I find that I will have a thought or a question in responce to someones statements and if I hold back those thoughts after some time someone else will voice those thoughts for me. This is not always true but it happens enough to be uncanny.
The thought of being a religiuos sister has been poping up often once again. If I were to do so how would I react to meeting the one who would be my partner. I know a weakness of mine is closing doors to opportunities. I think what 'if' to the point that I don't take advantage of things when there is an opportunity scream at me. Ce la vie.
There have been loads of people who have passed through my life this past year. Most of them holding a wealth of information that could have been shared to be helpful. The only thing is in order to get the answers you have to know the questions. People came here to get away from life, not to guide someone ealses. But I have had many a suggestion. And I do know of things that I will like to persue when I am in Canada.
That is only a month from now. I actually can't wait. I am really looking forward to the adventure of coming to a place I know so well and see the familiar places with it's new vibrant energy that has been infused into it as a year has passed. (truely only six months) After the last time it was interesting to see the new styles of the people.
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Although I must admit my life has been demenstrating to me that that is not fully true. I find that I will have a thought or a question in responce to someones statements and if I hold back those thoughts after some time someone else will voice those thoughts for me. This is not always true but it happens enough to be uncanny.
The thought of being a religiuos sister has been poping up often once again. If I were to do so how would I react to meeting the one who would be my partner. I know a weakness of mine is closing doors to opportunities. I think what 'if' to the point that I don't take advantage of things when there is an opportunity scream at me. Ce la vie.
There have been loads of people who have passed through my life this past year. Most of them holding a wealth of information that could have been shared to be helpful. The only thing is in order to get the answers you have to know the questions. People came here to get away from life, not to guide someone ealses. But I have had many a suggestion. And I do know of things that I will like to persue when I am in Canada.
That is only a month from now. I actually can't wait. I am really looking forward to the adventure of coming to a place I know so well and see the familiar places with it's new vibrant energy that has been infused into it as a year has passed. (truely only six months) After the last time it was interesting to see the new styles of the people.
